phir wohi raat hai!

Ho! Ho! ho!this is definitely not going to be a merry christmas.....i seem to have done it again....screwed up my life just when things were going decently for a change.....flunked QT and by such a bAAAAD margin that the entire % has dropped drastically.....not only do i now have to face the supplementary paper, i now have to (gulp) meet my course co-ordinator as well as (gulp) the bloody Director General.the thing is that meetings with the higher ups are never very enjoyable (atleast for me). and i don't understand that now that i have flunked the damn paper and will have to suffer the consequences exactly why the whole meeting shebang? the co-ordinator ofcourse has to chalk out the date when we5 (yes there are five other who flunked but none in the GHASTLY that way i have) can take the suppli.....but why the DG? i mean as if my own misery isn't enough to wallow in, now we'll have to listen to his views on students that fail and wellll....especially me coz of the lack of attendence.....i mean look the guy HATES me.....and to think a week back to this day life was almost perfect.....what's scaring me is the meeting with the Dg .... i have only about six months left to go before this course ends.... if they throw me out i guess i'll have no recourse except to kill myself....i mean i havn't got the guts to face up to 1.5 yrs of wasted opportunity.... i hope i really hope that the DG forgets all about meeting us..... atleast i could really do without such a meeting....please pray......my life and the future direction it will take depends on this now...